I feel oddly okay, with the whole situation with Blake breaking up with me. He said that it won’t be forever, and I feel like I can actually believe him on that, and that it isn’t an empty promise.
I’ve had “feelings” for him since sophomore year, and now I’m a senior. And, he liked me since then, too. When I dated someone last year, for 11 months, he waited for me that entire time. It seems like our feelings for each other aren’t going to change. He said that once he moves back, if nothing happens, we will be able to date again. Which is something to look forward to. Though it feels pretty bad now.
Thankfully, we’re still really close friends, and nothing has changed between us, even if we’re not dating.