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so my mom made a good point, about how i shouldn’t try to go on to art school and be an artist, and how i should go onto something more practical.
which makes sense, because i dont want to be living back with my parents because i cant afford to go anywhere else. but i dont even know what i could do. i’m not good at anything else, and honestly, i’m not even a good artist. i like space sciences but i probably wouldn’t make it into that because i’m not good at math. and i cant even think of anything else i’m good at. out of the probably thousands of possibilities out there i can’t think of anything else i could do. i haven’t even thought too deeply into other choices because i always thought it would be best if i was an artist, but it probably is a bad decision, even if its probably the one i’d be happiest with.